i have arrived here, and have found that almost everything I thought I wanted (even after “the work” I no longer want or need, i just want to exist. I am abhorrent to the idea of doing any work or habit a job or career just because “it’s what we must do”
even among the alt get paid to be yourself people i see through the cracks and sense how i cannot align
it is…to be so far on the frontier that there are no words
the end/beginning is quite something
i have arrived here, and have found that almost everything I thought I wanted (even after “the work” I no longer want or need, i just want to exist. I am abhorrent to the idea of doing any work or habit a job or career just because “it’s what we must do”
even among the alt get paid to be yourself people i see through the cracks and sense how i cannot align
it is…to be so far on the frontier that there are no words
Oh I love this! Speaking my language, friend.